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Oh my god man thank you for coming to this site to seek support, this site is absolutely 5/5 amazing when it come to special people like us who are having troubles with accepting ourselves. I know where you come from on the self harm level and on the depression level. When my dad pretty much made me go into football i hated it because i was gay, but i went and i overheard my teammates talking about how they beat the shit out of this gay kid last year. It made me terrified for being gay and that's what led to me spiraling into a depression, soon afterwards self harm thoughts came to me at my darkest hours when i'm alone and my mind would be racing.

But i was tired of being scared of myself and what people would think of me. I know you have ran scenarios in your head a million times just like i did. But i came out and told my parents i was gay and they were very supportive towards me and said they love me no matter what.

Please don't keep secrets from your parents that was the only thing that made my mom cry is that i kept it in and hid it. Please don't be afraid or scared we are what we are. Now idk what time it is where you are but for me it's almost 12 am. so if it's late where you are too, just relax calm your breathing down, close your eyes and take deep breaths you have to relax your mind. Try and get some sleep you will feel better in the morning.

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My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and i?
All that awaits you is somber morrows
No matter where the winds may blow. Loveless, Act III

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